“A man just needs to be poor once to know who will never leave them. A woman just needs to be ugly once to know who really loves them. A person just needs to fall once to know who’s the real friend.” Unknown What a funny quotes! A few weeks ago, I hung out with... Continue Reading →
How Much is Enough?
It’s a few hours after I had panic attack, on the train back to home town. I got better after talked with a friend but the heart still beating fast, I’m not yet have power to get rid of it from my mind. I do not bring my journal and due to the noise, impossible... Continue Reading →
The Reset Button of Life
“New beginnings are often disguised as a painful ending.” Lao Tzu A day before the end of 2019, what a good time to talk about the gratitude of what we have been through. I want to pull the time rope longer where the journey of my reset button has started. 2016 It was a perfect... Continue Reading →
The Murderer Named ‘Fear’
I feel a little bit gloomy, a good time to talk about something deep. Yap, while others prefer a party, shopping or eating, writing will always be my number one ‘how to let go of’ feeling's therapy. “We are more often frightened than hurt, and we suffer more from imagination than reality.” Seneca Fear. One... Continue Reading →
Call Me The Zodiac’s Observer
Most people tend to believe in their logic, they called zodiac as a moron. Whereas, a tiny amount of fool causes us nothing but fun. Sorry but not sorry, I’m foolish who believe in horoscopes. For sure, I’m would never say that horoscope is a fact or an absolute truth. For me it just a... Continue Reading →
A Letter For My First Love
In life, we might fall in love a thousand times. But only the first and the last will always stick to the heart. This morning, I woke up and checked the phone. I got a message that made this morning turned emotional. The feeling was mixed, I cried. It took more than two hours for... Continue Reading →
The reasons why he doesn’t choose you
Women tend to compare themselves with others. No doubt, physical attractiveness will be at the top of the list, followed by popularity, money, brain, a bunch of others measurement. This causes us insecurity which leads to jealousy. Or more often, lack of confidence. “Oh, his ex is so gorgeous, I’m not even in her league.”,... Continue Reading →
Ruang – ruang Bersekat
Aku berdiri didepan sebuah nisan kayu yg melapuk. Nisan kayu yg mendatangkan rindu. Nisan kayu yg kembali membawa ingatan pada ruang ruang bersekat. Dalam ruang bersekat itu kami menghabiskan banyak waktu. Berbagi satu potong roti atau sebungkus nasi basi. Dalam ruang bersekat itu kami tumbuh, menikmati rasa sakit yg dihadiahkan dunia. "Copet ! Copet !"... Continue Reading →
Dosa dalam Sujud Terakhir
Kalau harta berarti bahagia maka pria itu sempurna berbahagia. Hitung saja berapa jumlah mobil mewah yg terjajar di garasi. Atau coba cari nama Arjun Dharmawangsa di daftar pemilik saham perusahaan perusahaan konglomerat Asia. Tak sedikitpun dapat kau temukan cacat pada bahagianya. Tapi harta berarti bahagia hanya bagi mereka yg tidak memilikinya. Bukankah selalu begitu ?... Continue Reading →
Destiny’s Game
19.25 Ah ! Aku selalu mengutuk Jakarta dan semua hiruk pikuk plus kemacetanya yg sudah tidak bisa ditolerir lagi. Kalau tadi aku tidak menerobos jalur busway pasti pesawat ini sudah terbang. Jelas, aku tahu itu perilaku yg salah. Tapi kondisi kadang memaksa seseorang melupakan mana yg salah. Aku merubah ponsel menjadi mode pesawat. 2 jam... Continue Reading →
