I am in tears, yet the beautiful one. It hurt me no more, finally. 3 months ago, I was alone in Bali. That night I felt broken, I was planning to go to the bar alone, getting lost and crazy one time in life. I am pretty content, I went to places alone, but bar... Continue Reading →
I know what love is, On the deepest darkest painful second He touch the ruined soul Said, I am loved, forgiven Even once craving for dying An absolute mess, spoiled sinnes, dirty heart Unworthy, He said, I am loved, forgiven I called Him, from a far away distant, an unknown road He touch the ruined... Continue Reading →
One night in Bali, we were walking back to the villa. It was dark and desolate. Then she asked me, “You don’t feel afraid?” “Why should I feel afraid?” “We are two girls walking on the unfamiliar road, and it’s dark.” “I am afraid of nothing.” “Why…” “I don’t know.” Well actually I know, but... Continue Reading →
Every second is a blessing of life, including when we are on the way, moving from one place to another place. I almost always use GoCar or Grabcar for accommodation, because I have certain ways to enjoy my trip. I will listen to talks on Youtube or Ted Talk with 1.5 to double speed and... Continue Reading →
Do you remember the little girl story? Well, this is the squeal. She survived her days at school and she wasn’t that little anymore, time passed by. She started to love school, found tons of friends, and not much time left to spend with Dad. She was fascinated with the world outside, it seemed full... Continue Reading →
I overheard the conversations of three teens sitting in front of me on cafe. Lil did they know I was inspired to write about them. They are talking about lifestyle, money, and what they wanna do after graduation. I was there a few years ago yet maybe with a different point of view. It may... Continue Reading →
To describe me in simple ways, I would say a combination of Rachel Green and Phoebe Buffey, aside from all common princessy girls which are represented by Rachel, I am weird and have some strange non-common value like Phoebe. Well, I never stated that it is right, yet just another side to view. Tonight I... Continue Reading →
I watched some episodes of Sky Castle which were recommended by a friend. I rejected it at first because drama with many bad characters will drain my emotion, yet she insisted, saying that I will learn some values. Well, after five episodes I feel mad, so I decided to write to make myself feel better.... Continue Reading →
This is a story about little girl on her first day of kindergarten. She is overwhelmed, excited yet scared. Have no clue on who she will meet or what will happen unless from a bed time story her dad told last night. He drove her to school, along the way teaching the basic knowledge of... Continue Reading →
At one certain moment in my life, I decided to learn more about self-control. I realize that we have the power to determine our feelings and thoughts. Still far from being a good human, but I try to change what I know I should. A simple example, gossiping. As a normal woman, I was so... Continue Reading →
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