This is a story about a girl sitting alone in a corner on Valentine day

She wear a nice dress, many called her pretty

She know she is, cause she spent a decade to build esteem

No, she is not complaining about life at all

She know she’s blessed

Nothing she lack of, cause God is her shepherd

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She have everything her 5 years old dreaming of,

Wearing fancy dress, working in high building

Comfortably sitting on back seat,not yet a Mercedes with private driver like she used to dream, but nothing much to complain

She like the job, got the respect

Every morning she walk, people greets

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She live in a tiny rented room, but it have all she need

Red roses on gold vase and books here and there

Again nothing much to complain

Recently she added happiness by adopting a dog, handsome one

She feel content most of the time

She is loved, 

Family and friends all around and no enemy or hate

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Again, she is not complaining

Yet she sit on the corner, where girls are walk around with a big bouquet in hand

It must be nice, spend the day with your love one

It just one click away to get her a date,

But for what, she want love not just one sleep away

Yet it’s not that simple for her, this particular matters

She’ve been through hell in her past relationshit

Better be careful then carelessly open up to someone

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It easy for her to get the admiration

But again for what,

None are able to cope with her, not good at feeding men’s ego

She type to her far away friend, wanted to tell him what she feel in this particular day

But then she deleted it

Don’t like to bother other, yet it might what people called the door of relationship

She is totally fine, it might just the hormonal effect before period time

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So she type this instead

Something that she called poems, yet actually just bitter truth of what she felt

Which also maybe many of others felt in this particular time

Happy Valentine day! May the love always fill your heart.

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Jakarta, 14 February 2022